Last night I had a dream in which grandmom waking up, like nothing had happened, and you died and I had no feeling for that. In the dream, I was trying to figure out my feeling, thinking of things I may regret. But things went thoroughly and I had no time to think, to feel. It was quite similar to the fact that, I had never cared much about you.

"If I can't hold you now
Keep thinking that you might not come around
I have no words, I have no words to say..."